It's time to trust my instincts...

Something has changed within me.
Something is not the same.
I'm through with playing by
the rules of someone else's game.
Too late for second guessing.
Too late to go back to sleep.
It's time to trust my instincts,
close my eyes,
and leap....

It's time to try defying gravity.
I think I'll try defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
and you won't bring me down.

I'm through accepting limits
cause someone says they're so.
Some things I cannot change,
but till I try I'll never know.
Too long I've been afraid of
losing love I guess I've lost.
Well if that's love,
it comes at much too high a cost...

I'd sooner buy defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity.
I think I'll try defying gravity.
And you won't bring me down.

I think I'll try defying gravity...

[Yeah, I think I'm going to. It wasn't them that held me back and tied me down all along was it? It was me. And if it was me then I can change it. I CAN CHANGE IT! And they cannot tell me who I am or how I work. They can say what they want, but words are only words. And my words hold so much power. I don't know where I changed. I'm still the same, but my hope is much stronger. My heart is much larger, and I am so much braver. I am through accepting limits. I am through accepting their limits. I am through of being so put down for the way I think and the years I own to. Because my mind works in wonderful ways and I own to so many years more inside my heart than my body gives me credit for. God made me unique, and he gave me more gifts than I know how to handle. But I AM mature. And the more they say I'm not, the less I have been. But I can show them what is real. And although I know I have screamed it and screamed it till I threw up from exhaustion, maybe I should listen to my own words: "We lose all and learn nothing if we forget how to listen." Maybe I should listen too. And maybe I should show them within the silence, not tell them. I am me, and I always will be. And I'm about to defy gravity in the moments I have waited for for so long. So are you coming with me? Because we could defy gravity together. We could show them what the stars look like. And they can't bring us down.]