Tie The Rope by The Format

I'm in envy of addicts.

You're obsessed with stars.

Don't, don't you sound so excited

showing me your vanity?

Whisper it once, just a little bit.

C'mon

Whisper it twice. I can't stand 

to see the spotlights shine

one more night.

It's killing me to see you.

Just tie the rope

and kick the chair.

Just leave me hangin there

gasping for air.

Yeah, don't mind me three feet from the ceiling.

You'd rather watch me drown

than see your hands get wet.

You took the plot from stage to screen

and turned it into an epic scene.

So whisper it once, tell me again.

C'mon, whisper it twice.

I can't stand

to see my whole life flash before my eyes.

When I'm with you 

there's no point in breathing.

Just tie the rope,

Oh and kick the chair.

Just leave me hangin there,

gasping for air.

Yeah, don't mind me three feet

from the ceiling. 

And I think I know

why you never get too close.

It's cause you're too scared to.

When I'm with you theres

no point in breathing.

What Is It?

It's a miracle I'm standing here.

Sometimes it's still too much to take.

They say I'm strong. Am I so strong?

I'm really not. I think I'm fake.

Where are you?

Something slipped, and someone cried,

And everyone we love will die.

My loves too much. So it's a lie.

I love too much. It makes me cry.

We run and think and smoke and drink.

My hands are stained. Is it blood or ink?

My words are not the missing link.

A broken chain. We're on the brink.

Where am I?

They called me nice, well they were wrong.

I've just refined this darkness too long.

I'm an evil one. Don't sing this song.

My hearts not big. They all were wrong.

My eyes have learned to look quite real.

My brains learned well to fake the feel.

The cracks are hidden, but never heal.

I never give. Just hit and steal.

Where are we?

Something Good?

What good could come of moving my head to another resting place?

I am weaving, floating, over and down, up and down.

We are riding a wave. I cannot drown.

Silence is beautiful

The trees are beautiful, in all there intricate glory.

But what do I see?

I see nothing.

I see everything.

I am unsure, but so fully aware and okay with it.

The music, it's a lullaby

It's a soundtrack

It's a lifeline.

It's speaking to me the sounds of my heart.

I like what I hear, I do.

I don't understand all of it.

Such is life.

Brain prompts me to write each moment.

I'm losing the words.

That is okay.

Each movement is dizzying.

I can map it with my eyes.

We live in quite a beautiful world, don't we?

Look around you.

We are here.

We are riding this wave.

We cannot drown.

Ho Hey by The Lumineers.

I've been tryin to do it right.
I've been livin a lonely life.
I've been sleeping here instead.
Ive been sleeping in my bed.
Sleeping in my bed...

So show me family
all the blood that I will bleed.
I don't know where I belong.
I don't know where I went wrong.
But I can write a song.

Weird Weather Brings Weird Writing

It snowed yesterday.
I don't know what else to say
except that its May.