Screaming..

What if I was wrong??
And what if...
My lungs are giving out.
I'm screamin so loud that theres no sound
so you can't hear me.
Do you EVER hear me?
I always ask you.
And you lie but I love you.
I love you, you know?
And sometimes its hard but
I do it anyways.
I need you to look me in the face.
To promise me this will stop.
No stop to my face but altogether.
I don't take well to lies because
relationships build on trust.
Then what do we have?
You're my reason for smiles a lot and
you've saved me.
So why won't you listen?
I can't keep doing this.
I can't keep backing up lies.
I can't keep
screaming.