So right now...

My eyes hurt now
from staring at the bright white screen.
My eyes are bright white too.
Blank
Cold
And filled with question, too.
Wondering if you'll ever get back to me...maybe.
Maybe just this once okay?
Cause you'll feel so so bad
if you don't and then
you read this and then
you find out something happened.
That's not a threat.
I don't want a thing to happen but
please?
Please answer me.
Just for once. Be a brother.
Just for once pick up the other end
and hold on tight
because I need you.