Drifting

It's the beginning of a bigger journey
and I feel nothing but peace.
Like the feeling of sleep beginning to drift over
But it wakes me up.
And you are the sun
Always, you are shining
I can feel the light that I was always looking for
emanating from your chest.
And you are the embodiment
of all things good I had hope for.
I know now why that past put itself in ruins.
I was so stubborn and set in my ways.
I was missing something bigger.
It was a journey my heart has long gone without
I felt it missing. It was like a hole
shot straight through my chest.
I still feel it.
But it's filling up.
Every minute of every day it is growing smaller.
I had to wait. I know that now.
Good things don't jump into your hands.
They drift up on you like the tides.
Sometimes you just have to wait.