Stuck Between a Decision and a Feeling

Never let your heart get in the way of your head.

I told myself this over and over again.

Then the moment you walked in I forgot.

Your eyes took away everything I knew but you.

And I can't say no

to anything

you ask.

What a dangerous conundrum

to be stuck inside this fault.

I have nothing to hold to

except a hope and dream, a future.

And when that all falls away

I'll be falling still for you.

It's a weird thing to know

you'll always be just out of reach.

It's a weird feeling learning to

accept impossibilities.

But you can't ask me to overcome

the fear of being the only one

who gets shot down just by her eyes.

It's honestly not really a surprise.

I walked right in an yelled my mind.

It made you smile, but burned her ears.

It's all my fault. But even years

can't take away the things I've said.

We may not ever get along.

All day long I've tried to find a song.

But there's no words for this long of a story.

It's much too detailed for the ears.

My heart can feel the weight forever.

It still will feel it for years and years.