So, And Finally, Learned.

I'll speak of being...
silent and still.
Something my will knows not of
but is learning.
Do you....can you know?
All the implications I have lifted
and allowed myself to open and learned.
So much....so often.
Every day now.
My prayers keep marking the hours
with a faith I'd long since thought
might vanish.
Oh, how it astonishes me
that I could find such a star as this.
The lessons I'd forgotten
or never could learn
are all so easy now. So real.
Maybe the fault was not my own
but the teachers I'd chosen.
When really I cannot be taught
by anyone, lest
they're being taught by the greatest teacher of all.
Faith, blinding almost, but in the greatest way.
And if you don't believe you've taught me anything,
just know
you need no more proof than knowing
that my faith has been built
restored, and strengthened.
And everything else will follow.