Sometimes I Want to Say Anything.

I always say that I'll come visit.
Yeah, I think I always want to visit.
Except sometimes I think
that maybe I shouldn't tell things,
so I don't visit.
It's hard not telling you things.
You listen.
So sometimes I stay inside
thinking about visitng you
but never getting to it.
And then I write this stuff
and read this stuff.
And sometimes it reminds me of
how you write.
And I wonder if you read mine still?
But no matter I suppose. I write it
for me mostly.
Yeah, I'll come visit again soon.
But I got so many secrets
that are tapping me on the shoulder.
I just can't say right now.
But if you thought hard
and looked hard
you'd know
they're the same monsters I've always had.
Just this time they look
a little different
at a different time.
I'll come visit soon.
But I'll stay silent,
and smile.