Because I love you,
but I really love him
there's no way at all this can work out in the end.
I'm digging my own grave
and if that isn't enough
I climb into with each step I take
closer.
But closer to you.
And maybe I want it.
But maybe I don't.
Maybe I should tell him.
But I'm sure I won't.
I'm not leading, I'm not.
I have you for now.
I'm the keeper of decisions
and the world is watching.
If I take the wrong road,
then my downfall will follow.
I'll reap my own consequences,
apologies decorating my words.
There's no apology for this.
And while I know what should be,
and what's probably right,
I will still look around and try, yeah I'll try
to find a way and cheat
this life that's forcing me
to choose one or the other.
Why can't I have both?
It's a matter of social acceptance
that can't be overcome.
It's never right.
It never will be.
But still I'm not sure
of the answer, not now,
not ever.
God, what would You do,
in my position?
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